a prayer

Grow me into a leader God. Right now I trip over my words and feel so incompetent. I want to lead people to know you more. I want them to feel you like I can right now. It will never ever ever ever be enough for me to know you. I have to lead others. I can't touch you and helping others is the closest I can get. Help me to know you. Help me to love you. Help me lead others to you. Show me the ways you would have me walk. Pick me up when I stumble and give me patience as I learn. But please don't ever ever let me be stagnant. I want to run after you till the day I die. Until my last breath God, keep me loving you. Grow me. Teach me. Lead me. Never ever leave me alone. Mess me up so I will grow bit don't ever leave me alone. Take every breath and use it to lead me to you. I love you. Amen.